TheMightyKrackin

It's not very may times I feel this way The anxiety, the anger, the sadness. But I can feel it growing bigger each day. One day it will drive me to madness. And yet I stay. For this child we have together deserves I life I didn't get. I don't want him to wonder if he's going to moms or dads. But I also what him to know what love is. What mommy gives out too freely and daddy doesn't understand. I'm trying so hard to make this work. To make us work. I fake a smile, cry in another room. Because if he knew He'd be mad, say I'm overreacting, Say the hormones are doing this No YOURE doing this! But I stay, no one will ever love me with a child. I s

Looking up at the stars so bright, thinking about the same thin I do every night, Thinking about the day I first met you, the smell of chlorine and the waters blue. There was something about you, that caught my eye. When I was around you, I wasn't shy. You could make me laugh on my darkest day, I never wanted this to go away. My Marvel sweatshirt and your hat. I didn't want anything, other than that. I've remembered everything you've said, and I think about it when I go to bed. But things tend to change. They never stay the same. Did you know it breaks my heart, everyday were apart? Not only were you my best friend, you were my sunshine

sometimes life's gonna really suck so get in the driver's seat and buckle up or don't, I really don't care cause honey, life, isn't fair he's gonna break your heart your worlds gonna fall apart she's gonna call you names life is just a messed up game life isn't easy don't trust anybody their all liars in the end just a backstabbing friend

if i told you i loved you would you care at all would you hold my hand or watch me fall if i kissed your lips would you be angry or would you grab my face and do the same to me you're the reason i get up you're all i dream about too and when I"m smiling, staring into space you can bet, I'm thinking of you. but you're heart has been taken by a girl you have known for years and i want you to be happy so I'll hold back my tears just know that I"m here always have, always will be just waiting for the day you will love me

And that's when she broke apart, like a dandelion floating in the breeze as a child made their wish. She was hurt, scared, sad, and just confused. All that she had fell to pieces right in front of her, scattered across the garden. And yet, through her despair, she felt a new beginning happening in each broken piece. She wasn't as she was before, that's for sure, but she was going to learn how to deal with what was put on her plate. She was going to be okay.

I have never been here before I've seen others go and I have been the one to do so this is strange building up a wall not telling you at all you're perfect in my eyes all of our similarities but I cant let you see you love her so so much that I've promised myself to never let my feelings show my heart hurts when you talk about her a tear rolls down my face but I smile because your happiness is more important than mine

these three crazy kids mean everything to me they are my best friends I would be lost without them they would be lost without me I love them And they love me My Twin i met you by luck we became friends fast we never gave a fuck what the others thought you are the same as me kind of a hard ass though you will always be my little bro My Twin<3 My Geek oh how can i say the way i feel for you you run through my mind all day you always make me laugh and we can talk for hours about nothing how awful you are at math you may never be all mine but i forever want you to be happy My Geek<3 My Babe Gosh what to say talking to you is always my fa

I want to be free of this hold you have on me I have no clue why I still love you It's like my heart can't forget all the happy memories but my minds reminding me of all the stupid shit but then I see that cute smile and I forget for a while all the pain the days you left me in the rain but I need to build a wall thats too tall for you to climb no more "one more time" its time to stop trying my best its time to REALLY forget the rest

all i can hear are their voices in my mind whispers in my ear words so unkind you're too skinny eat something but what you cant see i eat everything i just cant gain weight but I'm not allowed to complain they are too concerned about my sisters fate they put me to shame i hate being tiny i hate almost passing out whenever i get up but no one will ever believe me so I've decided to just shut-up they will never see i may not be fat but i get made fun of tiny little rat as delicate as a dove i hate being skinny people think im weak im trying too hard and i dont know how to speak i cry myself to sleep my stomach bleeding through my shirt maybe if